this song "可惜不是你" is for us?

i just realize, now i treat my blog as my diary...
luckily..no one come to view...
most of people has forgotten this blog...
is good thing indeed..

i don't know what to write here, but...while listen to the song..
"可惜不是你"
makes me think, is this song is for either one of us?
last time i never worry...i never care, even i think of nothing is permanent ..
now...i can feel the pain in my heart if the day comes...
that night, u told me something happen to u..
at that moment, i really shock, is that real?
tears that fill up the spaces in my eyes make me realize how important u r to me...

thinking back to the moment  we had together...
almost one year... 
u become apart of my life...
u fill up almost all my night time before i sleep..
although we are far apart, but u always try to pull our relationship closer
every time i was unhappy, u'll comfort me,
every time i was angry, u'll let me complaint and even scold
every time i was bored, u'll accompany throughout the time
i don't realize since when u slowly walk into my world and even open the door to the prohibited room...

the time we being with each other really short,
that was the thing that i really regret of,
why not we spend more time together?
wait for the time to meet u dear....

i don't know what can i do to reduce your pain...
what can i do is...be with u...
appreciate all the time with u..
as i promise....i will not make u unhappy again...

no matter what, thanks for bringing happiness to my life,
thanks for let me know how to appreciate someone,
thanks for let me know what is the things that called love....
and..thanks for entering my world....