i wish to...

last time i used to count on how many time i should spare with my friend for yumcha
how much time i need to spend with my family
dream of some place i want to go
now....i must count on how many book i need to refer
how many staff i need to contact
how many lecturers i need to discuss with
think of the appropriate way to answer question from students
and and and need to laugh forcefully on lame jokes over some kiasu people

study week comes, salary comes, sure relax...
but why these few nights i can't really get into my sleep?
a lot of thingy floating in my mind...
family, friendship, loveship, my dream
all strangled in my mind

how long i didn't really spend time with my family??
since i enter UMS till now and future(unknown)
who is the one i really wish to be friend with all the time??
different place, different friends
penang-my childhood friends and some crazy friends, sabah-wushu friends and coursemate friends , now.......still looking still deciding...
loveship...one come one go....
most of them pass by and just able to look through the glass door
NO ENTRY board is there....bye bye
now..one stop to look. the one pass by so many times, finally he able to open the door cos the no entry board flown by wind of time
just sit in hall as guest
although anything can happen in hall
but still remain in hall for the mean time
due to the distance we had, he may heading to exit door
curious to know..where am i for him
Hall as well? maybe...

i dream to swim in the blue sea
i can see through the blue crystal clear sea
through the water, i could see my relative there
coral reef, fishy, turtle, dolphin or maybe whale~~
swim with them, play with them, and even ride on them..wow!!
i wish to see coral around me waving to me~~
i wish to see fishy swim around me to say "hi" to me
i wish to be in the circle of barracuda welcoming me in the sea
i wish to visit all the different color that have in the sea....
evening,
i hope i can sit on the beach and blow softly by the wind
and let the sunset watch me.. i think too much.
at night,
looking for little glowing plankton on the beach
blanketing by the stary stary on the sky
its is more comfortable if someone can lend me his shoulder counting on the starsss..

wake up~!! oh gosh~~!!
surrounded by SMART students, and peoples so called lecturer or appropriately..TEACHER!!


ARGH~~!!help me!!!!

Definition of teacher
- outdated, kiamsiap, narrow-minded, involve individual at any age that look like aunty and uncle that believed is "highly educated and rich of knowledge" about EVERYTHING JUST FROM BOOK.

Definition of SMART students
-everything same as teacher, just a level before teacher and always think they are clever than anyone.

similarity of smart students and teachers.
never hand on those thingssss they learn. They knew EVERYTHING JUST FROM BOOK.
live in small small world that they thought is a big big world because of THEY KNEW EVERYTHING

My dream ar~~

Ever heard of a website?? www.islandreefjob.com? Wow…my dream is all inside there. I am so so so eager to take part. Unfortunately, I am not qualified for fulfill the term and conditions. Since i was in teenage age, I would like to try something adventures. Finally I have realized what I really want and what I really like. I love underwater world!! I always find the opportunity to get to the underwater world. Snorkeling, swimming and the thing I want the most is diving. However, after 4 years, I still unable to get a real diving license. sad sad...

no matter where this place is..but i still wanna goo~~~


One day when I was on plane, I saw in a magazine the best job in the world. Yes that is the real best job in the world. That is being the caretakers in the island of the GREAT BARRIER REEF. Wow…. I really want to try but I have limited experience, It is rarely have such a gold opportunity. It is so hard for me to persuade myself to forget the offer. I think I really have to scarify something before I can get to my dream.

I wanna swim with turtle, I wanna touch all my family (coral…hahahaha), I wanna swim with dolphin, I wanna swim beside whale and of course I wanna swim with my future boyfriend (human) in the sea…yea… that’s my dream..Not complicated… very simple, just rely on my opportunities and my braveness. Well…when the time is my dream will comes true, I don’t know. But I will still run run to chase chase my dream!!! Underwater world I am coming~~~~~~~~~~muahahaha

wa.....i wanna hug it~~

hahaha....touch touch touch

i really wanna jump into the sea hahaha so clear!!!